Wednesday, April 4, 2007 ;
You ask me, how am I.
Well I'm still standing, aren't I.
That's something, and the only one thing that's gone my way
It's so hard, to pretend, like is everything ok now
when inside, I still cry for yesterday
This is my unhappy day.
But I lie, saying it's just another day
I wonder if you know just how much I'm bleeding.
I hang around to numb the hours.
To get through without you is so hard.
I wish I could return to get back to my former life
Pretending our ending was not so bad.
It pains me to see you away.
I doubt you'll ever feel it.
But this is my devastating ending.
I still smile like any other day.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
5:53 PM
