Saturday, July 28, 2007 ;
yes, its P.M.S again.
i cant help it. so emooo today.
almost cried cos of child abuse.
my blog is seriously lacking pics lah.
will post pics next time.wrote the second letter to fyzah dear.
hey girl, ya replying?
i miss you so.if you let go, and it comes back to you, its yours to keep.
but if you let go and it doesbt come back, it never was.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
11:08 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007 ;
've doing really interesting things dese days.
soory but cant be bothered to post bout them.
they're just normal things compared to those days
us four kids used to enjoy everyday.
reading shermin's blog almost made me shed a tear or two.
im quite a crybaby actually.
why is everthing so different?
why cant anyone trust anyone anymore?
its hard to put a brave front
when u know ur bleeding deep inside.
i can't forget how we used to be.
our life from day to day.
hoping maybe you'll come back.
and though i tell myself not to be afraid.
to move on but it seems I can't.
it just ain't the same.
so hard to express this feeling.
cause nobody compares to you.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
2:28 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ;
didnt post ytd lah.
got so many homework.
s'more got training.
training was okay ytd at least.
i improved ! :)
cheria was CHAO-HIGH.
she kept laughing
and arguing with leon.
altho its quite sad,
leon draws well. :/
and i dun noe why MFB keeps cuming to trg !
and szexin keeps missing it.
missed coach recently.
guess she's busy trg the seniors bah.
and shermin keeps complaining she saw
dat guy in the viking the other day.
FATE BAH ~~
i cant regonise him ..
i kept dozing off during HCL lessons.
i cant keep up lah.
the teacher so cheemology.
jasiel almost kicked me today.
its quite funny lah.
gtg ler.
dere's tuition!
life can get really mean to me sumtimes.
but, i'll hang on.If i wrote you a symphony,
and tell you how much u meant to me,
will you return to my side?
BABOON-HEAD ! love you !
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
4:56 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007 ;
went to watch Harry Potter today.
met up with kelly and ray first.
kelly told me that maybelle was gonna meet us ltr.
*excited*
so we went to TZ as there was ALOT of time to the movie.
the most embarrassing part was when we wanted to
buy a $15 card but the lady say $20 haf more prvilege laa.
so it was like, we haf $20 ready to receive a $5 change.
dat meant someone forked out $5 more.
we obviuosly didnt know who at first.
( in the end it was me la. )
it got really confusing and embarrassing.
ugh. shall not lament on my embarrassment.
so went to watch movie ltr.
but i was really paranoid,
kept asking kelly if we got into the correct cinema.
im not gonna miss harry potter okay..
but i dunno why, i kept laughing and laughing.
what's so funny? idk.
i just cant help it.harry is seriously cute-kinda-hot.
and i love the graphics in the show.
harry kissed cho btw.
that's nice, but jealous much.
in the end, sirius died while trying to protect harry.
voldemort tried to kill harry by meddling with his mind.
and harry fought him off by telling himself dat
he feels sad for Voldemort as he will never know love.
i really wished that the show will never end lah.
but i'll just read Half-blood prince.
and if Harry dies in Deathly Hallows,
i'll post a complain letter.
such a cute-kinda-hot wizard shouldnt die. :)after the movie, i kelly and ray went to play TZ like siao again.
i tried the motorcycle which i havent done before.
which is, kinda cool.
but i STILL like the drums better :)
not like im really gud in it tho.
ltr kelly went out for quite long to talk to her mama.
ltr she say that she needs to go home soon.
and maybelle wont be meeting us.
tragedy. sumtimes. ):
after kelly went home,
i and ray veh sian so i went her house.
she showed me how to play audition.
i did play it before, but not for long.
she also taught me how to chance.
veh cool. but i went home anyway.i am so dissapointed with my _____.
he cheated me of $5.
my grandad gave him $10 to give $5 to me,
he kept it for himself and used it all.
he even said this ytd
" grandad gave me $10 and didnt give u any
cos he loves me more "
it bugged me, but i shrugged it off.
when i confronted him today ( when i found out the truth )
he said this now
" oops. "
i always tot he was an insensitive person
but i didnt think he wud do such a thing.
its just $5, but it upsets be.
but, hey, he owes me.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
7:34 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007 ;
this is my second post in the day.
its already 10 pm liao.
kelly just booked three tickets online for tml's
HARRY POTTER !
i am so.. jubilated.
yayness can ?
anyway not feeling so emo now,
so wanna share this really touching song.
its really touching.
u gotta feel it with your heart.
the most touching part is dat its in korean.
and i cant understand a damn thing they're singing.
but it stills bring me close to tears whenever i hear it.
please wait for the loading.
its worthwhile.
to me lah :)
but still.
will post bout the synopsis of the movie tml.
nite peeps. :)
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
9:52 PM
You Have Your Emotions in Check
|

You are an incredibly stable and happy person.
Ever consider being a therapist?
You have figured out how to keep a positive outlook, no matter what.
You don't have an easier life than anyone else. You just have figured things out a little more.
|
hmm.
very very interesting ..
You Are 36% Weirdo
|

You're a little weird, but you'd be even weirder if you didn't have a few quirks.
You are just strange enough to know it, but nobody else seems to notice your weirdness.
That's because, deep down, everyone is a little freaky!
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im normal as i can get. :)
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
12:22 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007 ;
sumtimes i really do hate fridays.
everyone else is having CCA but i dun haf CCA on dat day.
luckily today went to causeway point with weixuan, claudia and yishiuann.
first we go play at timezone.
but i kinda broke la so i only gave xuannie $2.
so
soory :/
but anyway quite fun larhs.
think teh best was the drum.
although i really do suck at it.
oh yes, i forgot to mention.
we went home to change.
except for weixuan who went claudi house.
dats why we can go timezone.
hee.
den ltr go take neoprint.
but inside got a group of kids make so much noise.
haiyoo.
one of the pics yishiuann was so darn cute.
go minitoons go buy marshmellows
guess what ?
weixuan one costs $6.20.
marshmellow-manic bah. :)
they went star factory ltr but i didnt go.
dad wants me home :(
but still i had a fun day.
thanks guys.
u made someone
SMILE :)
dats wad peanuts are for anyways.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
8:18 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ;
FINALLY, oh thank God. i can post ler :)
i dun know how, i dun know why.
*lost for words*
anyways, i'll try to update my blog every now and then.
corn
sucks btw.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
5:37 PM