Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ;

whoa man, seem to be posting almost everyday recently. nothing interesting happened today. managed to catch up with jiaying today. hung out and ate together. she so GENEROUS siaaa. ( eh, im prasing you! hahaa. ) treat me $2 cos i dun haf enuf moneh to eat. spent it all on the really cute staplers. hmm, i bought jerry(croc) and samuel(zebra). 
but sold agnes(hippo, cow like thing?) to daryl. kelly's croc is called ben! we're BEN AND JERRY! hahaa. ice-cream anyone? 
jiaying and i planned on what to get for the teachers! planned so long, den in the end buay 
sai, cos no enuf time to make cakes uhh. BOO! next yer den do bah. we're also going to marymount convent to find mdm ko. gosh, i miss her :(  mrs lim and mrs vara tooo! can a broom substitute for a guitar? noo! doesnt work lo. people will think u siao. altho i tried
to do that today. and shermin was like, ' omg kelly, look at yl! she's gona take the broom! ' hahaa.
still tryna do the air-guitar-slide-thing! *sniffs* actually, i wouldnt mind sacrificing a few skin cells. speaking of cells, gettin back sciecne paper tmr.
think im gona do real bad lorh. i got the potato qn wrong liao. dats all for today peeps! gona go reply my aunt's email! adios! :)


u know that im not oblige to help u today. when i told u i couldnt go and was sorry, u said it was okay. u called ltr and told me u were being sacastic. pls luh. but i still went anyway cos u claimed u badly need help. came back frm sunplaza to find u, only to hear u tell me to help someone else. wads that mean? so, i went home and u gave me attitude.
im loss for words. BOO :( 

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ;

got back almost all of the test, except for science. miss koh say she's gonna give em out on thursday. got b for english. really happy :) i failed the other time round. sorry shermin for not being sensitive enuff to you. ( im talking about the test results.) forgive me eh? im going to the mutilation course during the hols. i mean the biology and chmistry lesson. (please do not remind me dissection has been taken out of the syllabus). i wanna poke frogs. muahaha! just kidding. im not as sick as i think i am. *dots?* shermin and i have adopted the ' habit ' of singing out LOUD in class! and everyone just gives us that diao loook. do we really sing dat bad? lol. and yongler! he thew his shoe at shermin! literally! cant wait for friday... YEEEEHAW! gon go back xps! *scream!* i miss everyone there. 
lemmes list. i miss
my peeps.
my tchers.
the piano.
the haunted toilet.
netball.
magabrooch.
GC(wanna see how's they doing after we left.) 
the ' blue girl'. ( no, not really.)
saying the pledge to the school.( do i?)
being crazy like nobody's business.
PE lessons! 
THE 6a kallang wavee~~
being the eldest in the school. HMPH. 
going thru every lil thing with my besties. 
having children's day.
my hapiness. 

basically, just everything thing. i'd give anything to go thru 2006 again. comme back to mama! haha. it's okay, i can puuul thrruuuu! gotta admit, primary skul frens were the best batch of frens. oh, well.

Sunday, August 26, 2007 ;

Stupid girl, stupid girls, stupid girls

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there
Laughing loud so all the little people stare
Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne
(Drop a name)
What happened to the dreams of a girl president
She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent
They travel in packs of two or three
With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees
Where, oh where, have the smart people gone?
Oh where, oh where could they be?

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back
Porno Paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blond hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

(Break it down now)
Disease's growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more
I'm so glad that I'll never fit in
That will never be me
Outcasts and girls with ambition
That's what I wanna see
(Come on)
Disasters all around
World despaired
Your only concern
Will it fuck up my hair

Friday, August 24, 2007 ;

*whauw! tiaoooooo! tiao! toong tong chainng!* i just love air guitar and drums. if there is even such thing as air drums. think about how weird would it be if there were such thing as air piano (or is there?). i think there is, cos my dad an addict of classical music and i don't know why laah. he's always pretending to play that piece of music. and pretends to be engrossed in it. i and shermin veh high today! we kept singing lotsa soongs. ehh, like famous last words, so yesterday, when you're gone, why should i care, complicated, i don't love you, take a bow.. still got more. but i cant rmb. hohoo~ and it seems as tho not alot ppl cant air-guitar leh. i dunno why, or they dun have the courage to try. shermin claimed its her first time 
trying to sing in a rock-y voice! really meh? she cant do it, she's destined to sing inna choir voice, not like that's a bad thing anyway. she
and ray also showed me how to hyena (is that how it's suppose to be spelt?). really funny. cute actually. hahah. i love fridays. yes i do. YES I DO! and i think im becoming a math freak. when ms yap said our class' MSG was 3.14, my first reaction was 'ooooh, pi. pi is 3.142 isnt it?' and daryl said, no, according to my calculator, it's 3.1419... ugggh.



we're little schoolmates in the school yard
we'll play catching and uno cards
i'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
yes you can hold my hand if you want to
cos i want to hold yours too
we'll always be playmates and share our secret worlds
but it's time for me to go home
it's getting late, dark outside
i must take the baby steps til im full grown.
fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
im gonna miss you,
but i've got some moving on to do.
and i foresee the dark ahead if i stay.
it's time to be a big girl now,
big girls dont cry.

Thursday, August 23, 2007 ;

hell yea im blogging. have u ever cried and cried and you cant seem to stop cos your imagination just ran? and ltr, when ur all calmed down, ur like ' wad the hell was that about? '. that happened to me. today. while i was doing my formal letter test. i finished my letter laah, den i was so bored, i started doodling on a paper, then i cried. extremely weird. wad the hell was that about anyway? i dun even know wad i was thinking. shoot me. no, just kidding (: when we didnt get back our 
chinese paper in the first period, i was really angry with jiang lao shi. dun ask why. altho she said she was gonna give em out the last lesson. hormones, really. okay, im siao. got back history, i got 14/20. harr. not bad lah, altho i can do better. i passed the hcl! 61/100. boo! can do better too. at least i paaaaassed! :D then after i and cs came back to class, duno wad happened to shermin, kelly and vivian laah. vivian cried. it's just a widdle widdle misunderstanding. when they quarelling, i was like, " the bottom line is do u really think it's wortth it to break a friendship over
such a small matter? " they both just stared at each other lah. cos it's true mah.
trust me, dun let that moment of fury ruin your frenship. yea, definetly unworth it. and geelam was like, "u have frens u dun wan treasure." and started crying too. wad is rong anyway? which is kinda true. after cuishan, kelly, jiayu and vivian went back, i and shermin went bonkers! we danced and laughed and everything. which made me, 
(i've not said this in a long time) feel happy. 


thanks aloysious, for ur encouragement and advice, also thanks for listening to me. u did understand me, which i tot no one could. i felt really comfortable just telling u. but this aint mean im not gon call u shortie pants~ hope to see u soon, and yes, u can sit at our table.


2006, i miss u! come back!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 ;

how can i be feeling so depresssed all the time for no practical reason? im quite sure i have mooved on.  i've learnt to ' bounce back ', how mrs lee would put it. i think. but i should right? oh, never mind. so what gives? i've done ookay so far for my term test, til they give out the chinese tmr. which i am probaly gonna fail altho i am in hcl. im even embarrassed to even say i am in hcl. my chinese sucks to the core. ooooh, maybe during psle they made some kinda mistake. i cant even paint a happy face. i've never really felt happy all this while, but i tried to. i promised
myself everyday. or maybe i wanted everything to be perfect. i wanted 20/20 for geography. how can this be? i wasnt even like such an asshole. i just wanna go into 
hibernation for really really really looong. i just wanna run away from every fucking thing. wad a 
coward! wadever happened to me anyway? my courage lacked. and how can i be preaching to
cuishan, telling her to kan kai. and to dismiss the rumors to hell. i tot the rumor was funny in the first place until she cried in front of me today. i dun know how to handle it. and recently with all the stress she has, just made things worst. i want to console her, but i dun know how. i cant even console myself. wad kinda fren am i anyway? i hate myself. i use to love myself when everything was oh-so-perfect, just like a fairytale. happiness is short-lived. that's why u can only pursuit it, not acheive it. will it be me against the world or hibernation forever?
well, i'll wait and see. i write my own story right?

Sunday, August 19, 2007 ;

whoohuu. 
kay, um, firstly, thanks shermin.
for that nice tag u gave me.
sometimes, its those occasional words ppl say to me,
that makes me pull through.
it rocks to actually know that someone will cry at your funeral.
oh, d'oh, scratch that last line.
argh. watched too much simpsons. D'OH.
teeeehee ;D


i wanna licckk youu! 



at least that was normal.



shine like a star girrl ! aint not lettin anyting stop you!



im gonn remember you, all the dreams we shared  :)

Thursday, August 16, 2007 ;

Girl walkin' the spot, she stop traffic
She's blowing your mind with her asset
So Jessica Alba fantastic,
Instant classic boys like oh.

haha, im listening to he said, she said.

He said you're amazing
She said then why ya waiting
No more deliberating
What you doin' let's get to it
Just like that they

no interesting updates.
just finished term test.  :)

Sunday, August 12, 2007 ;

tralala ~
it's ten forty already!
huhuu.
wad am i doing?
okay, wadever.
i think maybe i wanna be a songwriter.
i cant really do the melody.
cos i dun really have any music background.
except that, i did learn the guitar.
but i still suck at notes  :( 
it's kinda cool.
expressing your feelings thru songs.
behold! nahh. jk.
i have term tests next week.
i just did the english one.
it's not SOOO difficult.
but not easy either.
really hope i pass.

PLEASE TAKE MY FRENSHIP TEST.

IT'S UNDER MEMEME :D

THANKS MUCHYY ~~

Thursday, August 9, 2007 ;

something is missing.
but i dun really know wad.
i hope it's a terrible nightamare,
then when i wake up, i shall be greeted by the sun.
only, i won't.
when i cry,
i hope those tears will flood the hollow space.
only, they dun.
when i see my friends,
i wished i could hug them,
and make that moment last forever.
only, it shan't.
sometimes, i hope i can run away.
to somewhere i can be whatever i want.
only, i can't.
i wished, i could sleep forever.
never waking up,
to run away from everything.
only, i don't want.

no, im not giving up.
yes, i'll pull through.
maybe, we'll be back together :)


BABOON-HEAD, I LOVE YOU DEARLY <3

Wednesday, August 8, 2007 ;

ookay people!
im back to post.
term test cooming liao,
so didnt really haf the time to post.

hmm.. let's see.

MONDAY.

trng was cancelled
but sze xin came to us and wanna decide on final design.
on the rifle tee i mean.
he kept choosing luisa's design leh!
objection from the jury obviously.
but in the end still choose my design.
but mus colour and all dat! walau eh.
he say hell lots of funny stuff.
i laugh like siao. 
ltr i went to find cuishan.
went her house to study-play. 
and i cant understand 
why nick is so obsessed wid matching CS and daryl.
its driving CS nuts.   

TODAY

was the celebration for the national day.
i kept saying EEE-doitic tings to jiayu.
our school's UG real goood.
and jonathan sat beside me.
he said something that me laugh like hell.
everyone sitting near me looked at me as tho i was siao.
including miss yogesh.

jonathan : everytime the balloons burst, i will scream.
balloons : *BURST*
jonathan : AHHHHH! ( like a girl)
me : laugh like hell.
balloons : *BURST*
jonathan : AHHHHH! ( like a girl)
me : laugh like hell.
balloons : *BURST*
jonathan : AHHHHH! ( like a girl)
me : laugh like hell.
balloons : *BURST*
jonathan : AHHHHH! ( like a girl)
me : laugh like hell.

*process keeps repeating*


HAPPY EARLY BARFDAY SINGAPORE!
i mean birthday.

Saturday, August 4, 2007 ;

yayness lah.
i changed blogskin.
deleted all my emoo posts too.
i cant be emo.
no can do.
anyway thanks shermin for rooting for me.
yes, dun worry.
 

The Blogger ;D

Lee Yokeleng ;D
24.o5.94. You do the math.
A Gemini and a YTSS shooter.
I am a generally loud person,
so please don't mistake
that for stuck-up-ness.
Also, I tend to be inconsistent.
Please do not judge me
before even knowing me well.

Chatters ;D

Desires ;D

nike bottle
that orange &black pencilcase at OP.
new wallet
pass all my subjects
more allowance
get top 10 in class
new spectacles
weili leg's to heal FASTFAST
2006 to repeat.
cass to stop falling sick
cass and cange to patch
that white top at AMK hub.
that brown skirt at OP.
get into airRIFLE school team.
spongebobs to hug
netball as CCA.
get in contact with maybelle
everyone to be equal.
go escape theme park for my BDAY
watch harry potter
get at least a B in english
give alvinaa and fyzah a teddy-hug.
VAIO laptop.
be truly happy.
more spongebob merchadise.
no more child labor.
save the rainforest.
adobe photoshop cs2.
learn hip-hop.
same school with primary school frens
naval piercing.
ear piercing.
Rihanna's good girl gone bad.
at least must go 2/5!
stay in HMT next year.
stop biting fingernails.
TRUE BEST FRIEND.
pouch sling.
little miss tee.

Sweet Escapes

CHEEEZ FAMILY.

X-ishanites<3
FYZAH.
LEEJIE.
WEILI.
ALOYSIOUS.
AMIRAH.
JIAYING.
JEAN.
CLARICE.
KARANTWJ.
VIVIAN.
RENJIE.
SHARIFAH.
ABDUL HASSAN.
CRYSTAL.
DEBBIE.
HEYU.
CAROLINE.
KATHRYN.
ZIQING.

team-mato<3
YISHIUAN.
WEIXUAN.
CLAUDIA.
KAREN.

seniors<3
SZEXIN.
JESSICA.
ELEANOR.

YTzens<3
CASSANDRA.
SARAH.
SHERMAINE.
HUIMIN.
YIQIAN.
SHILI.
JIAYU.
JIAHUI.
JEREMY.
WEITING.
KELLY.
SHERMIN.
WEILI.
JIAYING.
YISHIUAN.
WEIXUAN.
CLAUDIA.
KAREN.
JIANWEI.
AMANDA.
YUNTING.
PEARLYN.
HANLONG.
YONGLER.
SHARIFAH.
JOANNA.

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