Monday, September 24, 2007 ;
okay, so i lied.
i can only post during th weekends.
but im blogging.
right now.
not for very long either.
i havent bath yet.
dunno where th hell my motivation went to.
damn it.
im not done with my chinese composition.
not done with revision.
i really dun know where to start.
so fed up.
and exam is coming in.. 3 days. f*.
i'll just go commit suicide.
oh wait, i cant.
cos it's a sin.
hoho, so they were probably all thinking.
"the girl who got first in class is working her butt off." puh-lease.
im not smart.
neither am i hadworking.
im just a stupid slacker.
who doesnt deserve this "tittle",
that i have to uphold it with so much hardwork.
i shudnt do well,
so ppl wont have much exceptations in me,
den i wouldnt have to worry bout letting them down.
'fraid of lettin ppl down.
including myself.
tata, people.
hey, i've been searching for yokeleng.
i dunno where she went to.
if you see her, tell her i miss her.
the bubbly, happy, carefree her.
tell her to come back to me, the imposter.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
7:06 PM