Friday, September 21, 2007 ;
wahlau eh. today was such a weird day. E-M-O-S. :(
oh yeah, i remembered. i was suppose to post about emoos today.
so. here goes.
THE POSTED ARE OF MY PERSONAL THOUGHTS. ANY RESEMBLANCE IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL.if you actually realise, emos are mostly teens.
think its the time when the idea if being yourself is very uncomfortable.
this would be a common thought for an emo.
"no one understands me. no one loves me
anymore. just take me away, cos no one will even bloody realise."
so on and so on. then they would start taking a blade an start cutting themselves.
"actually, it doesnt hurt. the emotion pain overwhelms the physical pain."
seriously, no offence to the emos. i wouldnt really classify emos as losers. if someone is willing to
cut themselves to prove a point, it's a rather determined tot. and i dont have the right to judge
ppl anyway.
emos are the kinda people (in my opinion) that do not realise there is sooo much more than
cutting themselves. ppl who lost total hope in everything. the pessimistic perhaps?
they can be people who are dont dare to face the music. (im talking about permanent emos.) cutting yourself and crying doesnt seem to help does it? your so-ever problem doesnt go away does it? maybe it's a way to express their emotions. ( no wonder
they are called emo) cos they got no one to tell. i suppose the reason ppl dont like emos is not cos their weird, but they
a) always seem to affect their close ones. thru their emo-ness. yea like cuishan today. serrious moood swing. buay tahan.
b) refuse to receive help. if u are alone and emo and if u dun wana talk to anyone cos u think no one bloody understands you, but you wan to make frens, seriously, isnt that like bringin it upon yourself. ( that was an extremely long sentence). very contradictory. u wana reach out, but have
this shield ( in case you get hurt or wadever reason u can think of ). oh, man.
c) plays with the tot of death. (and what if its influential) OMG. dude, dun kill yourself yet. u aint married! (kay, didnt mean to say that. cos i dun believe in a happy marriage and blah. but we'll leave that story for later.)
but isnt committing suicide like, a sin. i think so. i have been an emo. yea man. but i've been able to pull through, or bounce back. how mrs lee would actually put it. extremely painful period. dun even wan to talk about it. oh, yea, almost forgot. there are a special type of emo that seems happy on the outside, but they're tearing up blood all the time inside. are they even emos? dun really noe laah. but that's not the point anyway. so yea. i kinda
devised a plan to help emos. ( am i lame or wad? u should totally see my geo notes. i talk to myself in the note man. sick ) they helped me, man.
a) go to church. the love of God is greater than you think. im serious.
b) stop inflicting pain on yourselves. try to do it by bashing your pillow. or cut your lawn. or sweep the class ( now, doesnt that ring a familiar bell?)
c) listen to motivational music. like hold on. or something else.
d) learn something new. like hiphop! like me! going class tmr. excited~
e) seriously, have a blog. to express your EMO-tions. lol. so others can understand you too.
cool man. i can help with DEAR KELLY. lol.
all above are just my personal experience. I MUST EMPHASIZE. dun wan ppl to think im acting pro or anything.
adios EMOS! just kidding.
below are lyrics of hold on. they help.
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
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