Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ;

damn those mood swings :/
cried for no reason for about 5 times ytd.
now, im a record holder. competition anyone? lol.
i think im addicted to books.
read 'the book of shadows' ytd and almost done with 'pretty tough' today.

let things stay the way they are.
it's been long since i can reminisce beautiful memories. 

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 ;

because i just cant plaster a fucking smile on my face all the time. 
as much as i want to be uber cheerful every moment of my life,
i just cant.  
especially when things aren't going the way it's suppose to be.
i thought i had it all.
it seemed like i was almost there.
well, you just don't know me.  
i don't even know me.  
but at least i hope the loud music playing will drown my misery.
just for a while.
i tried to see the good things in life.
but the good things are so difficult to find.
what's beneath that mega-watt smile?
and that boisterous laughter.
im sure it's just all the hurts.
aint it another pretence?
all the things that are precious to me..
i let it slip, just cos i didnt have the guts.
i hate myself for doing so.
i put my faith in you.
what a stupid thing to do.
i thought maybe you were different.
i really do.
i'll cry my lungs out. 
i'll keep searching. 
and waiting.
even if it means to the depths of time. 
til i find..

Sunday, October 28, 2007 ;

I've always thought you were a really good fren.
We did have frequent quarrels, but I loved how you would always sacrifice for me.
Although you sometimes do expect me to do the same. 
You're not selfless, neither are you selfish.
Well, that's the way you are. A flaw here and there. 
So have if ever occurred to you that I am not impeccable?
I am not like Suyi. Cos that's the way I am.
I joke around, maybe a little too much.
My insensitivity hurt you. But that was never intentional.
What about you? 
You ripped my heart. Twice. And at that time,
My feelings weren't taken into your consideration. 
How you stared at me, when you said " Fuck you ".
Made me realise maybe you are not how you are. Not anymore. 
You even accuse me of using " fuck " in your face.
When I did not. Go ask the world. I would never, ever, hurt my frens that way.
I hate it when you can betray your conscience just to prove me wrong.
All this. Just of what?
Cos I said " Look who's talking? ".
What have I done wrong now?
No biggie, it's just you're girlfriend saying " Fuck you ". In your face. Twice. 
Yeaaa riiiiiiiight.
The hurt you caused. It's enough for me to hide and cry.
And so you wondered why I chose not to confide on you.
It's my choice who to confide in.
Say sorry a thousand times doesn't change the fact it didn't happened.
Forgive, forget. Sorry, I'm not that kinda person.
I'm not about to let people step over me. Hurting my feelings at free will. 
We could always be ' Hi-bye ' frens. But I doubt anything more. 
It just costs too much heartbreaks.
Sorry for my unintentional hurtings, and thanks for the times.
It was fun while it lasted.
I'm saying all this, so I hope it will never drag on.
That's all I have to say, and will say.

Shermin, thanks for listening to me. Haven't heard me cry, huh? Guess that must have freaked you out. I'm sorry Kelly, that because of us you didn't enjoy yourself fully. I'll make up. 

Saturday, October 27, 2007 ;

this morning i had i quarrel with dad. okay, not quite of a quarrel. more of debate actually. cos he wanted me to do the chores. like duh, i was damnit reluctant. who in their right mind would 
actually do chores? so anyway, i realised lennon doesnt do chores. he just resembles a pig. sleeping,
rolling in mud! fine, he doesnt roll in mud. but he has enough sebum on his face, we can cook egg on
it. according to mum anyway. at this point when i blogging, he is still sleeping. stupid pig. that 
doesnt do anything much. the tot of it makes me boil. " but how come i dont see lennon doing anything much arnd the house. " i started to interrogate dad. " well, girls who know how to do housework are better than those who doesnt. " "why are you being so stereotypical? what kind of century are we in now? " i continued. " since houseworking girls are better, what about 
houseworking guys? " i argued before he can defend himself. well, i cant exactly remember what he said, but i think he means " life rewards effort " or some crap i totally want to block out. i mean seriously lah, dad obviously still lives in the 70's or something. girls are not born to do housework mind you. why do people see it that way? if ppl ( like stone age dad ) thinks that way, can i say guys are destined to die on the battlefield? no right? it just makes me so mad. why are guys always seen as they are better off than girls? ( upon reading this, do NOT tag childish comments at my tagboard. it isnt exactly a qn. ) it's not like im gonna shun chores my whole life to prove my point. but shouldnt guys also do a fair share? my parents are soooo. ugh. so last century. lol. I need to inform my parents where im going if i come home after 7. that i understand. but my brother doesnt. THAT i cannot understand. he is only say.. 15 mths older 
than me. again, i questioned my mum about it. " cos im responsible for you. and dad for lennon. "
she gave me a f* convenient answer. she didnt even look at me in the eye. excuses. 
" you just like lennon better! you bias shit! " okay! i didnt say shit. but i did say bias. " if we are 
bias, why are you eating all the chocolate? " or something about eating. and me being fatter. she then tries to avert this crisis by coughing out a laugh. but i can totally tell it was fake. pls lah 
folks, lennon is underweight. and guys have higher metabolism. hmph. i was like damn upset! until my mum talked to me in private. something bout lennon. and dont even think i will write what she told me. what she said made my heart soften a little. but does this mean.. i dont.. never mind. let's not rake it up. hmph anyway. 

Friday, October 26, 2007 ;

sorry! update tmr!
but nice skin right? the perfect combination. :)

dont worry, it's not another im getting-angry-over-certain-issues-i-cant-control post. so.. anyway.. 

damn you salesman! raah! after school, i spent the last day with kelly. we hanged around cwp. intially, the plan was to ask the 77th street ppl help me take out the ear stud. and look for my digi cam. then, go home. but after the first two tasks was done, we just 
couldnt resist the urge to shopped around. (random: i cant believe i actaully find pink appealing!) i guess you could say we were so bored we went to metro! after playing at the toys corner and at our ' secret hideout ', we went to the osim that part. to try the igallop, (cliche ahead, watch out)  nonetheless. first we very pushy and all, just like when CS, ming-er, me, wanted to go haunted house, but too scared! so
anyway, to cut the wimping-out, i really went to sit on it. got three options: trot, gallop, race. to
tell you the truth, gallop was the most frightening. tho, racing is faster, but is the steadiest. then 
got two aunties staring at me. im not childish. i just know how to have fun. haha. after like 5 mins?
we decided we had enough so went another place to play. lol. where got ppl go cwp play de? so, we
decided to go back after all. i know, i know, i am fickle-minded. you dont have to remind me. but 
now metro have two salesman at the igallop place! nooooo! just when all hope was lost, we saw 
another osim exhibition downstairs. okay, i admit. at first we very scared to try lah. cos maybe 
the salesman wont like. besides, it's not like we're buying anything from osim. just then, while i 
was talking to my dad, we saw two kids ( i really mean kids. they're bout 4 yrs old ) hopping on the igallop. then this kelly keep tugging my shirt and looking at me wide-eyed as if to say 
" yokeleng! omg! they're on it! i think it's totally fine to play on it " getting her message, i immediately hopped on the igallop after i hanged up. ( fine i didnt, but i sat on it first. ) so kelly was all " yes! i fulfilled my dream! " or something like that. here's the part. we were on it less than 3 mins then this purple shirt guy sat beside the igallop i was sitting next too. oh, just in case you dont know, purple is the current gay colour. ( it's true! im not even making 
fun of it. last year's was orange. the atrocity! orange is a nice colour! ) he streched out his both hands and said " come, let's excercise " i laughed like siao. soon, " umm, we were about to go home " rolled out in the midst of my laughing fit. kelly just sat there and laughed. cos the scene was damn funny. the worst? ppl witnessed this embarrassing drama unfold. plus we were in our 
uniform! he's f* making fun of us lor! i mean me to be exact. and i let him get away. hmph. i call my mama then you know. HMMPPPHHH! haha. i always thought impluse was my forte. guess it
isnt. sigh. i wanted to be violent! dont think i can. besides, which violent dude you know thinks pink is appealing? ( im trying to avoid saying " likes pink ". cos i cant accept it. yet. )

escappeeeee theme park! yipee ya ya, yipee yipee ya! im looking forward to it. but no rush of adrenaline. cos went earlier this year. anyone wanna come, welcomed! regardless of race, language or religion. lol. please, please dont rain! :D

Thursday, October 25, 2007 ;

ahhh! no! new campus no lockers! how can this be? if i were to weigh all my books, they are bound to weigh more than 5kg! raah! raah! don't they care about the welfare our poor, poor, backs ( and bag too, if you want to add )? my shoulders will ached like hell. if hell aches. lol. in this way, the tiger balm thing will make alot of money. maybe the school will have a tiger balm vending machine!
insert one S$1 coin. when the patch comes out, do not pull. LOL! im just angry :( speaking of angry,
shermin wants to get angry ( cos she cant ), so that people will not walk over her. " next year, im
gonna to be a bitch! muahahah! " *cricket sound* 15 minutes later. " ahhh! i give up lah! i'll just be a nerd. eh, how to be a nerd ah? " i'll just give her issues to get angry over. our book is coming 
along. i'll leak a little. the tittle is " Bitch-in-training ". cool rite? shermin so darn funny. we wanted
to start the staring by a girl cutting herself. we took like 30 mins to think of the sound the scissors make! " umm.. schick? or.. shing? schicnking? ". in the end also never use that idea. tomorrow is the last day of school.  must write a thank-you speech ( shuns away..). no lah!
oops. i just said lah. aiya! who cares. well, all i can say it's been an extremely loooooooooooooooong year. i never thought i would see through it. but im glad i did. ( big girls dont cry starts playing in
my mind ). lol. i learnt alot of things also. other than the usual 'pi = 3.1912' or 'fold mountains are formed when the layers of sedimentary rocks buckle'. well, i've learnt to let go of things. and 'recover' faster. if you get my drift. im just glad i understand these things earlier. at a very high price. lol. so anyway, i emerge stronger. nuh-uh. i aint no glass no more, babe. *wiggles index
finger and gives bitch face.* LOL. aiya, just more exposed. not figuratively. whadacha expect, eh? diao. better stop my lameness. next year will be a new year (duh!). okay, umm...
metamorphosed? ya know what i mean anyway. i feel so powerful when i blog. *evil laughter* 
ooh, mrs lee rocks btw. i guess it's wrong to judge someone before you truly get to know her.
( right, nathaniel? *nudge nudge* ). she made us sandwich before the suuuuuper long walk to the new campus. (i shall not whine about the weather or how my legs ache or how there is not locker, thank you very much. )
i should thank her tmr. sincerely. the only teacher who did that leh! soo blessed! 
LOL! the last part was a little exaggerated, but still.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ;

why the hell is our government banning the gays? why are they so conservative and sooo 
narrow-minded? of course, i'm not gay or whatever, but, it's not like being gay can do any harm to the society. it's so funny when you think of a gay that can actually do 'harm' to us.
gay: i like you, marry me.
guy: uhhhh. noo.
gay: but i love you! i truly do. you're the man of my dreams!
guy: f* off lah!
gay: *cries uncontrollably*
more like straights doing harm to gays can? lol.
i read the papers today, and the parent was like, ' me and my wife are trying very hard to raise our kids well in singapore, we shouldnt expose our kids to issues like this ' puh-lease. even of you cant see gays frenching in singapore, any kid can with a mouse and internet connection.
you might as well lock your kids in the storeroom. it's a matter of time before they will be exposed to ' issues like this '. and dont you think it's very hurtful to the gays? 
im not sure, but arent gays, BORN gay? if they are, how can it be helped?
given a choice, why would any normal being choose to be gay, thus, rejected by society? if every body's parents are of the same sex (i know it's not possible, but, im stating an example), would this gay issue exist in the first place? just because it is not commonly seen, it is wrong? bullshit. so what if your child is gay? you gon reject him issit? just because he is special? just because he isnt like any other normal kid?
compassion and sympathy are showered upon the handicapped. people are being more open to 
AIDS victim. so gay is bad, wrong and everything? maybe there is a reason, but i just cant see it!
so bewildered when i read the papers this morning. when something is gross, or not to your liking, it's often referred to gay. im one of these
people who say tht. i must stop. and spare a thought for the gays. raah.

aahhh. feel better after telling my blog. huh? lol. dont care. i want to write a novel! only i dont know on what. and im going try get a publisher to publish it. im never too young to do anything.
what's with me and those quotes now a days? anyway, gimme ideas! gimme more, gimme, gimme more! shermin says i sound like britney, only that my voice not as powerful. lol. okay, i'll go watch my meerkats now! meerkats are soooooooooooooooo cuuuuute! i wanna hug em! wheeeee~

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ;

okay lah. i know i haven't posted for days. just didn't feel like. so i shall post a long one. i was too preoccupied with reading wendy's blog and daydreaming i could be a famous blogger one day. haha. 

i really look up to wendy. she is the only celebrity in singapore that's not afraid of voicing out her thoughts. good role model for me. her posts are real. a little controversial perhaps, but still. 

i think i am influenced by her! but for that spilt minute. i was telling shermin i wanted a nose job. gaah. and what's with these people tht say natural is beauty? i dont get it. if someone do, tell me. if you want to totally go natural,
dont shave lah. dont bath. dont put perfume when u go out. dont dye your hair lah.
liddat then natural mah. if you can make yourself beautiful, why would you chose to be ugly?

gack. i just repeated what wendy said. haha. i share the same points looh. i better stop.
anyway, back to me. math trail aint as interesting as i tot it would be. what a letdown. not enough time to complete all the stations. in the end only completed two of of six? lol. i also saw zhexi. not much changes to him. dun seem like he grew taller or what. oops. i hope he doesn't read this. he's gonna murder me.

guys and their pride. bah. okay great. NOW, i offended the guys. actually, i dont think guys are good people. until i know one, i shall not eat my words.
i guess the only reason i say that is my bro is terrible. like, WAAH! whad sense am i making? and my grandad is like, WAHHHAHA~ never mind. dont bother asking unless i can trust you. hoho~
and you know how in the show the guy would get the gal pregnant, then he run away. aiya, tv show nia, you might say. but where would the idea derive from? aha! speeeeechhhlessss!

so what if you have a kid, that is mentally spastic, blind, and all have less one set less of chromosomes. abort or what? it's wrong to take away a life. cos the only person who can do tht is God. by aborting, tht's already like killing someone. eek. but if really wanna give birth to the baby, can he take th mental and physical torture not? i doubt can. today debate with cs, she was all the time, if can give him a happy life, why not. but seriously lah, base on your conscience, if you are half-screwed up, can really be as happy as other people? normal ppl cant be happy all the time either. if the world is fair, why have this kinda things happening? cos, without suffering, there wouldn't be compassion. shut up brain.

aiyoo. back to my original topic. 
then we went shoppaaang~ think im becoming a girl. oops. i mean girlie. but i dont have much endurance. walk arnd 3 hrs one die liao. poor poor legs, i've mistreated you. i convinced kelly to buy the army skirt! yay! we can wear it together on sunday. 

when we go etp. for real. been postponed for quite long liao lor. ooops. i must speak in perfect english. no more lah, lor, liao, mah! in this way, im bound to get B for english. im not aiming high. one 
step at a time. a thousand miles began with a single step. yikes. me and my stupid proverb. really, really, this time must, must go! doom's day to  
procrastinations!

so im sec two next year  hyperventilation! scared yet excited. mixture of emotions. i shall call it scar-cited! kaapuui. dont make sense. i dont care. at least same class with shermin. 
despise the feeling of isolation. but it's unavoidable, no?

sigh. shermin, are frens really part and parcel of life? maybe it is. but i refuse to face the music. 
im such a wimp. just like when i let the molester get away scot-free. gotta cherish what i have now. they'd be gone before i know it. ahlalal~ sudden emo-ness. disgusting.

okay, byeeeee babes.
post again soon. hopefully :)

Sunday, October 21, 2007 ;

I LOVE MY BLOGSKIN!

COS IT'S YELLOW!

YAY!

yellow's such a pretty colour. :)

Friday, October 19, 2007 ;

i love th whole world. i do, i do, i do!
at least for now lah. everything looks so pretty now.
well, not cos i went 2/3 or got good marks,
but i told my mum i loved her. and i felt like i didnt lie. finally. my parents acknowledge my.. um.. [ insert appropriate word ]. 
just like they realised i can make them proud.
i havent been making them proud for sometime. but anyway, my highest record for scrabble is 261! 
okay lah, i know not very high, i did my best liao lor. the last round with the kenn guy was damn funny lah. 
he's very pro, so he finished his tiles first. 
then i have my 'U' tile left. i dunno put where leh! then
anyhow put. i remebered i put alot of words tht dont make sense,
den kenn kept challenging tht word. so the councillor said to me
" i admire you courage" or something like tht.
actually it's cos bo bian liao lor. he soo pro. 
okay, bye pigs. bye.

PS. looking forward to ETP on sunday. pls, pls, dun rain!

Thursday, October 18, 2007 ;

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ;

how come i dont feel happy or anything. 
hey, i passed english. 
last minute then add 8 marks. 
so i got 53. c6. walau eh. 
maybe im tooo greedy. 
geo and hist also not bad.
then why? argh! why!?
maybe i need more confirmation
aka more achievements. omg.
maybe im turning into a nerd. no way, this cant be.
but the good thing is i feel really happy tht i hugged ray when she was crying.
felt like i can comfort someone. 
soooo.. yea.

PS. im taking part in scrabble! i cant believe myself!
PSS. cuishan loves to say *twig* all the time! gives me the chills.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ;

interesting day.
we'll wait and see.

Monday, October 15, 2007 ;

船 到 桥 头 自 会 直 :)  

Sunday, October 14, 2007 ;

Weili :)

rmb the laughs?
they add up to my dreams.
we'll be friends forever.
cos you'll be forever in my heart.
there was the hard times
im glad ive got you to see me through.
i will never forget your smile
i just have to say thank you.
for being there for me.
even the darkest days.
when everyone was shuning me,
i wouldnt fail to see you,
tht's for sure.
i only hope that i can be
half of the friend you've been to me.
rewind, replay?

 

Saturday, October 13, 2007 ;

Seriousssly. Call me lame to search my own name on Yahoo! Singapore
And on the first link, I really saw my name okay. and tht Lee Yoke Leng was really me!
it was some kinda composition competition i took part in during P4. Reading my compo,I laughed like hell! Here's my really, really, retarded compo tht won a prize.. 

A Robbery
It was late in the night. The moon was high up in the sky and it shone brightly. The streets were deserted. The Tan family was sleeping soundly.
Unknown to them, a man went into their house and used a knife with a sharp tip to cut a big hole in the windowpane. He put his hand in from the outside to slowly open the window.
He tiptoed as quietly as a mouse into the study room on the second level. He rummaged the drawers and found a lot of valuables in one of the drawers. He quickly took the valuables and stuffed them into his bag. Soon, the room was in a mess.
As he was about to leave, he smelled a nice aroma. He walked towards the kitchen. The aroma got stronger and stronger. When he went into the kitchen, he saw a roasted chicken and a bottle of wine. He was tempted to feast on them.
He sat down, wolfed down the chicken and emptied the bottle of wine within minutes. He suddenly felt drowsy and fell onto the ground. The Tan family woke up.
They went to the kitchen and called the police. The police arrived in a jiffy. The police woke the man up, handcuffed him and put him behind bars. The Tan family had an unforgettable night.


See how retarded I am? 
MISTAKE #1.
It's not even robbery! It's burglary! Robbery is the crime of seizing property through violence or intimidation. Burglary typically involves breaking into a house, outbuilding, business, school, place of worship, boat, aircraft, rail car, or motor vehicle with an intent to commit a theft or felony. 
MISTAKE #2.
FYI! Moon cannot shine. It only reflects light from the Sun! So, it only appears to be shinning.
MISTAKE #3.
FYI! (again, but who cares?) How the heck can you cut a hole out of the glass with a sharp-tipped knife? Unless, of course, you armour your knife with diamond.
MISTAKE #4.
Mouse do not tiptoe. Neither are they quiet. They make this funny scratching sound. And screech loudly.
MISTAKE #5.
If I were a buglar, I would leave as soon as I got my loot. Who the hell would wolf down chicken?
More importantly, why would the family leave the chicken there unless it's a bait or they are breeding pests. Food will grow mould or something if you leave it overnight. Just 
like grapes.
MISTAKE #6.
He fell down and the family woke up. WTH!? He must be really, really, really, heavy or the family are light sleepers.
MISTAKE #7.
If I see an unfamiliar face in my house, I would scream first, THEN call the police. Stupid compo.
No drama at all.

Friday, October 12, 2007 ;

After meeting with Cuishan today, went to MRT to wait for Shermin and Kelly. Shermin was late! Again! But improvement from the last time. Keep it up. I'm not being sarcastic okay.. Kelly was lat-er. Ooops. I think I better stop criticising people's lateness. It's like I'm early ALL the time. We crapped rather loudly in the train. People was staring lor.
Didn't your  mama teach you not to stare? So, I devised this plan which I thought of flawless. I don't want to elaborate, cos you probably won't understand what I'm saying anyway. Of course, it didn't work. Blame it on my dumbness. Which, wasted a lot of time. So, anyway, when we reached, ETP WAS CLOSED DAMN IT! Let's curse. *TOOOTTOOT!TOOOOOOOT!* Didn't get it? *TOOOTTOOT!TOOOOOOOT!* Felt down lah. Came all the way, took the train for like, 2hours? Then what? CLOSED! Stupid shit. So, we eventually settled on renting bikes.
Shermin, is quite a fast learner. Learn how to ride bike within 1 hour plus. I, Kelly, Cuishan went to cycle, all the way to Bedok Reservoir?
Went to eat at Mac's and shopped at White Sands. Went home early. 
I almost got molested. { HA! caught your attention! } Seriousssss.
I reached my blk about 5.30. Then I realised I didnt bring my house keys.
Waited for Mom to come back for an hour!
Saw my neighbour then borrowed her phone, Mom said she was gonna come home in 20-30 minutes time, so wanted me to buy dinner first. Okay, this is the important part. 
This guy I always see walking half-nude was walking towards me. I didn't even look at him in the eye, for the fear of getting his attention. Let me describe him. He is half-nude. Only wear pants. Not even shoes. Tanned, chinese and kinda fit. HE JUST WALKED CLOSE TO ME AND WANTED TO TOUCH THERE! FUCKING
SHAMELESS! IN THE PUBLIC! THE WORSE PART IS I'M SURE PEOPLE SAW AND THEY DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING! WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO. So, I pushed his hand away. With alot of force okay! FUCKING DESPO. Would've slap him or scream or something, but you hadn't experience this and experiencing it and hearing someone telling you is two diffrent story okay. So don't assume I'm easy or whatever just because I just let him walked away. It's kinda a dumb act, but I 
haven't quite recovered from the state of shock. 
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FUCKING ASSHOLE. DESPO SHIT.
EVEN IF YOU WANT TO MOLEST SOMEONE, DON'T DO IN THE PUBLIC LAH! 
IM NOT PUBLIC PROPERTY MIND YOU. BHB. WHERE'S YOUR 
FACE GONE? IN THE SHITPILE? NO, WAIT.
YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE SHIT. 
JUST STAB YOURSELF. OR I CAN DO THE HONOUR. 
IM NOT YOURS ONE THING. AND I STILL HAVE MY DIGNITY, UNLIKE YOU. ASSHOLE. THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU, I'M GONNA KICK YOUR DICK TIL YOU BECOME IMPOTENT. PUNCH YOUR FACE TIL YOU NEED A NOSE JOB. I PITY YOUR DOCTOR. HE'S GONNA GET MOLESTED BY YOU COS UR SUCH A DESPO NUT. 



I feel evil. God's not gonna forgive me this time round. 

I CAN FEEL MY ADRENALINE RUSH!
ESCAPE THEME PARK! OH, YEA, OH,YEA!
*starts doing the gay rollling thing*  
The last time i went, I was with Shermin and Cuishan. I still rmb I die-die also don't wanna go into the haunted house! With the persuasion of the staff, I finally, set foot. Aiyooo! But, I had to drag them to inverter! Haha! Cos they lost the deal to me.
Of not screaming when you're on 'Wet n Wild'! I'm sure Kelly will lose this time round. 
MUAHAHAH! EE-VEE-IIL! throw it away! forget ytd! we'll make the great escape!

I LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!!!

AAAHH!!!! I LOVE YOU!!



LISTEN TO THAT! YOU'LL TOTALLY SHARE THA LOUF! heehh. 
BUY ME THEIR CD!!
I COMMAND YOU! MUAHAHHA!
I SHALL HYPNOTISE YOU!

Kay, stop liao.
I must go prepare for my big escape a.k.a Escape Theme Park.
To the batmobil!

Thursday, October 11, 2007 ;

tht something inside, is gone.
tht fire within.
it's unexplainable.
someone, something, fill my empty space.
im drowning in confusion.
there's still th question existing.

Dear Jehovah God,
Well, I know I haven't been the Christian You wanted me to be.
I've let You down time and time again.
But, You never did. When i prayed, You would always assure Your love for me,
by letting this wave of calmness run through me. Which will often bring tears of joy and
my smile. That genuine smile i missed so dearly. I'm sorry for questioning Your existence, sorry for not being that obedient sheep You wanted me to be. Help me revive my faith. Please, draw me closer to You. Lord, sometimes, I stand in wonder of the sacrifice You made. With mercy beyond measure. My debt You freely paid. Your love is deeper than the cross, higher than the heavens, reaches beyond the stars in the sky. Please allow me to deserve Your grace You have given and the promise of Your word. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Monday, October 8, 2007 ;

muahaha. im can be so fickle-minded sometimes. th last time changed my blog skin was 27.09.  
but, who gives?

history is easier than i expected. tot it would be damn tough eh. think can get 60/80? provided no careless mistakes. section c, there was a qn asking how th melaka sultan dealt with piracy. i tottaaaallly dunno how to do. the whole qn i was like, 

{ehhh? omg, i cant rmb leh. nvm i can do this. I.LOVE.HISTORY.ummm, if i were th sultan, i would.. } ban piracy. have guards at coast. ships to patrol. {wahhhh! 5 marks qn leh!}

pftttt. i even forgot to bring my watch. most of th time i was hoping jiayu would show me th time.
time management is veh impt, pigs! gon go pierce maahh ear on friday!

my posts are getting boring. make. life. interesting. lol.
byeeeeee pigs!

Saturday, October 6, 2007 ;

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

am i really happy? oooh, i dont know.

hiphop today. gonna go shop too.  (:

Tuesday, October 2, 2007 ;

updates
: he lao shi said she wanted me in hcl next yer :)
: mrs lee said our english paper was terribly done ):
: im so over it &i wont die, so easily. throw me everything you've got :)
: mom actually allowed me to get a naval piercing (did you actually think i said it for fun?) :)            
: she would totally kill me if i get a tatoo. she tatooed her eyelids lor. ): 
                 
                   
                       

Monday, October 1, 2007 ;

i start to cry cos im alone again,
i tried so hard to put th pieces back together.
and you couldnt even pretend
that you care if this was the end?
all th things you say to me wont even mind up
do what you want cos i aint gon save you.
we dont care, we dont fight, we dont even know wads right now.
theres nothing else i can say, what can i do?
we might ask why someday.
what's goin on?

The Blogger ;D

Lee Yokeleng ;D
24.o5.94. You do the math.
A Gemini and a YTSS shooter.
I am a generally loud person,
so please don't mistake
that for stuck-up-ness.
Also, I tend to be inconsistent.
Please do not judge me
before even knowing me well.

Chatters ;D

Desires ;D

nike bottle
that orange &black pencilcase at OP.
new wallet
pass all my subjects
more allowance
get top 10 in class
new spectacles
weili leg's to heal FASTFAST
2006 to repeat.
cass to stop falling sick
cass and cange to patch
that white top at AMK hub.
that brown skirt at OP.
get into airRIFLE school team.
spongebobs to hug
netball as CCA.
get in contact with maybelle
everyone to be equal.
go escape theme park for my BDAY
watch harry potter
get at least a B in english
give alvinaa and fyzah a teddy-hug.
VAIO laptop.
be truly happy.
more spongebob merchadise.
no more child labor.
save the rainforest.
adobe photoshop cs2.
learn hip-hop.
same school with primary school frens
naval piercing.
ear piercing.
Rihanna's good girl gone bad.
at least must go 2/5!
stay in HMT next year.
stop biting fingernails.
TRUE BEST FRIEND.
pouch sling.
little miss tee.

Sweet Escapes

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LEEJIE.
WEILI.
ALOYSIOUS.
AMIRAH.
JIAYING.
JEAN.
CLARICE.
KARANTWJ.
VIVIAN.
RENJIE.
SHARIFAH.
ABDUL HASSAN.
CRYSTAL.
DEBBIE.
HEYU.
CAROLINE.
KATHRYN.
ZIQING.

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YISHIUAN.
WEIXUAN.
CLAUDIA.
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seniors<3
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YIQIAN.
SHILI.
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WEILI.
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CLAUDIA.
KAREN.
JIANWEI.
AMANDA.
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PEARLYN.
HANLONG.
YONGLER.
SHARIFAH.
JOANNA.

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