Thursday, October 11, 2007 ;
tht something inside, is gone.
tht fire within.
it's unexplainable.
someone, something, fill my empty space.
im drowning in confusion.
there's still th question existing.
Dear Jehovah God,
Well, I know I haven't been the Christian You wanted me to be.
I've let You down time and time again.
But, You never did. When i prayed, You would always assure Your love for me,
by letting this wave of calmness run through me. Which will often bring tears of joy and
my smile. That genuine smile i missed so dearly. I'm sorry for questioning Your existence, sorry for not being that obedient sheep You wanted me to be. Help me revive my faith. Please, draw me closer to You. Lord, sometimes, I stand in wonder of the sacrifice You made. With mercy beyond measure. My debt You freely paid. Your love is deeper than the cross, higher than the heavens, reaches beyond the stars in the sky. Please allow me to deserve Your grace You have given and the promise of Your word. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
4:09 PM
