Saturday, November 24, 2007 ;

heloo people! im back!
my tagboard is damn pathetic.
'vent been posting, but only ziqing tagged.
thanks uh (:
stayed with my god-family.
was pretty fun.
i also met baby arielle!
she so cute! she makes me wanna have babies.
uhh, i mean like babies.
we always call her nana (pirahana), cos she likes to bite ppl.
she also likes to say nonono.
i wanna stay longeerrrrrrrrr~
but i havent finished ma homwork :(
must jiayou~
XDDD

no, those materialistic things would be an understatement of your love.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007 ;

Godma called ytd.
you have no idea how much i love her.
probaly more than my own mum?
hopefully, i'll go her house stay for a week or so!
:DDD

why do all good things come to an end?
it's really useless to go mourning about it now.  
so i'll just pray hard, meanwhile,
i'll carry on.

Sunday, November 18, 2007 ;

this. is. just. fuc.. oops.
i forgot im not supposed to use swear words.
it's just extremely irritating!
i cant write the stupid chinese book review!
i dont know what to write! 

finally. i decided to post some pictures in my boring blog.
they are from the vivo outing a few days ago.
i had hell lots of fun. espeacially in toys r us.
i wanted to post a really funny picture of fyzah in the trolley,
but i guess it was too embarrassing.
she would probably kill me for it.








these are not all the pictures taken,
but i was too lazy too host them all on photobucket.
mirah, fizah, i love you!

alright, shermin told me she only left with history homework.
unbelievable. let's seee..i left with

english compo and situational writing.

chinese book review.

history worksheet.

geography worksheet.
dang. dang. dang. 12 more days to dec.
i made a resolution to finish my homework before dec!
speaking of resolution. i have a 2 new year resolutions in mind. 
i must stop being so lazy.
it's really bringing me nowhere.
when i want to do something,
it always get delayed cos im lazy.
and i want to be closer to God.
being a christian is really much more than i think.
yea, must finish reading the bible!
must finish chinese book review today!
if can do english compo and situational!
but im so not in the mood :/
ugghhh.

The pain sets in,
&I don't wanna cry,
I only feel gravity
&I wonder why;
11:20 AM

Friday, November 16, 2007 ;

this has to be the most beautiful video.

Beautiful lyrics


Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ;

damn shit okay.
today dad don't let me go work.
he say what everyday go out.
helooooooo?
im working oookay.
not go play. nvm. 
i go find new one. closer to my house. 
i need more money.
cos i wanna buy more clothes~  
i want ballet flats too.
someone buy for me?
nvm can buy in malaysia.
mum say go malaysia gimme fifty sing dollars.
ow.
my head hurts :/

i wished i had someone i can talk and relate to.
even if i had, i don't know how to put it into words. 
i miss you so much, how am i to say?

Sunday, November 11, 2007 ;

making money difficult.
spending money is fun, no? 
today so tired.
after work still go find aunt, for her buffet thingy.
but came home early cos very sian.
i haven't bath yet. too lazy :/ 
bye, bye. i want watch tv.

Friday, November 9, 2007 ;

100 th post! I'm so proud of myself. Not even a year. Haha. I know lah, you people out there 300 over liao, but I started only this year leh. 
Anyway, i got a job. Proud of me? You should be. Lol. Giving out flyers. I also have no idea the flyers about what. Give out 1000 got $20. That's quite alot le. The site say about 2 hours, but my dad say give the whole day also cannot. I hope at least can earn $20 dollars a day! Going town to give out flyers. I think after this job, I shall never ignore those people who give out flyers.
Weixuan just sms-ed me. She say she cannot. Her mama dont let. Siannnn :( So tht means Yishiuan, Claudia &me will be job-ing. Umm, I mean working. Money, money. Hehehh. Actually, I don't quite know what to expect. I did helped my mum in the kitchen before,
but not even half-hour, I gave up, cos, a) I'm not even paid. I was doing it out of pure boredom. b) so hot and tiring. First bucks. Definitly have  alot of satisfication. 

I shot terribly today. Damn sai. Walau so pek chek. But never mind, still got other trng sessions can improve. So dissapointed with myself sia. Duuuu laaannn!

Thursday, November 8, 2007 ;

nooooo! i lost my link coding! by accident.
i arranged them in alphabetical order! but now it's gone.
and i'm too lazy to do anything. aiya, who cares. 
ytd i was sick. like damn sick. got high fever :/ 
but now better. after i took panadol.
pfttt. i thought can continue being sick, can lose weight one ya? 
but i couldn't miss Friday trng for the world. 
the last assessment leh! must shot 40 shots. T.T 
then saturday have carnival. another one a wouldn't miss for anything. 
but dad HAD to spoil my mood by telling me xps was on some kinda show
cos the teacher couldn't care less for the bullied students.
here, i must say a word of justice.
like the other time i and weili thought our school was infested with ghosts,
we went to mrs lim, and she prayed for us. 
she even asked if asking a priest to come to our school would made us feel better. 
see, so nice. 
also, when i and wanjing had a feud, mdm ko was there to listen and made things alright.
it actually ended up with me and wanjing crying. 
stupid ppl. only know how to focus on the bad points. 
it always happens.
no matter how good YTSS is,
it can never compare to XPS
in my opinion lah.
seems like everyone is family there.
everybody knows everybody, tht kinda thing :)

Wednesday, November 7, 2007 ;

uber terrible mood.  
my sore throat didn't help much.
and the fact that i always get the codings for blogskin wrong,
didn't help either.
must get claudia to help me sometime. or jean.
whatever works.
ugh, now my eyes hurts. 
think i used com too long.
i think i'll go hear mandy moore's only hope.
then bathe.
ugh! my eyes are killing me.
i can't hold much longer. 

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 ;

MONDAY:
Best bus ride in my life, hands down.
I wished it lasted forever, and ever.
Too bad it was only two stops.
I loved that feeling. I just loved it.   
I hope I see you again.
Yes, I know I'm being retarded, but still.
TODAY: 
From the bottom of my heart, I miss you, quite terribly  :(
There is nothing I can say or do anymore.
Here, I sincerely wish you all the best.
Good luck in your future endeavours.

Thursday, November 1, 2007 ;

i could have said so much more.
in your face, right there, but i chose not too.
ain't it just waste of my breathe and time?
i'm not angry, fine, maybe i am, but just a little. 
but more of dissapointed with your attitude.
please just understand that.
when you call, the scene flashes through my mind,
over, and over, and over.
besides, you will never understand what my point is.
it's not the first time i brought this up to you.
maybe the 4th? or 5th. this year.
if you thought it through, and was really sorry,
what bout the other 'sorry-s' you hurled?
you said it just for the sake of saying, no? 
do you really not understand, or you feign pure ignorance?  
it's not really about saturday's incident.
but, so, so, much more.
accusing me of not giving my best at our friendship.
don't talk like you know me very well.
actually, i know how traumatising it is, 
to have your friend not accepting your apologies.
but i just can't bring myself to. 
im too scared of you. 
also, i don't want anything more than normal friends. 
i really don't.
cos at the bottom of my heart, i don't think we can.
i don't want to betray myself, or befriend you out of guilt.
just pretending like we're close or whatever, makes me uncomfortable.
saying all this makes me more guilty than i already am.
just, lessen the pain, and get my point.
it would make my life so much easier.
sorry, i know it hurts, but i have to be brutally honest about my feelings.

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Lee Yokeleng ;D
24.o5.94. You do the math.
A Gemini and a YTSS shooter.
I am a generally loud person,
so please don't mistake
that for stuck-up-ness.
Also, I tend to be inconsistent.
Please do not judge me
before even knowing me well.

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Desires ;D

nike bottle
that orange &black pencilcase at OP.
new wallet
pass all my subjects
more allowance
get top 10 in class
new spectacles
weili leg's to heal FASTFAST
2006 to repeat.
cass to stop falling sick
cass and cange to patch
that white top at AMK hub.
that brown skirt at OP.
get into airRIFLE school team.
spongebobs to hug
netball as CCA.
get in contact with maybelle
everyone to be equal.
go escape theme park for my BDAY
watch harry potter
get at least a B in english
give alvinaa and fyzah a teddy-hug.
VAIO laptop.
be truly happy.
more spongebob merchadise.
no more child labor.
save the rainforest.
adobe photoshop cs2.
learn hip-hop.
same school with primary school frens
naval piercing.
ear piercing.
Rihanna's good girl gone bad.
at least must go 2/5!
stay in HMT next year.
stop biting fingernails.
TRUE BEST FRIEND.
pouch sling.
little miss tee.

Sweet Escapes

CHEEEZ FAMILY.

X-ishanites<3
FYZAH.
LEEJIE.
WEILI.
ALOYSIOUS.
AMIRAH.
JIAYING.
JEAN.
CLARICE.
KARANTWJ.
VIVIAN.
RENJIE.
SHARIFAH.
ABDUL HASSAN.
CRYSTAL.
DEBBIE.
HEYU.
CAROLINE.
KATHRYN.
ZIQING.

team-mato<3
YISHIUAN.
WEIXUAN.
CLAUDIA.
KAREN.

seniors<3
SZEXIN.
JESSICA.
ELEANOR.

YTzens<3
CASSANDRA.
SARAH.
SHERMAINE.
HUIMIN.
YIQIAN.
SHILI.
JIAYU.
JIAHUI.
JEREMY.
WEITING.
KELLY.
SHERMIN.
WEILI.
JIAYING.
YISHIUAN.
WEIXUAN.
CLAUDIA.
KAREN.
JIANWEI.
AMANDA.
YUNTING.
PEARLYN.
HANLONG.
YONGLER.
SHARIFAH.
JOANNA.

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